This is it. A General constant love with a lack of adventure

School started two weeks ago. I am extremely busy because I want to catch up on everything I missed out and miss out on everything cause I'm trying to catch up... you know what I mean? nevermind.

I joined a gym close to me and try to work out every other day... it's an amazing feeling if you exhaust your body :] ... same with Dancing: You feel every muscle of your body which moves astheticly, gracefully, provocatively... You fall in love with your body again, learning and working on loving it. Dancing is just about the best therapy.

Right now I'm at work. I'm a waitress and barkeeper a couple days a week in our restaurant.

It's funny how fast you get adjusted on the amount of money you handle...

The Sky is the limit! .... I'm so busy I'm neglecting my lovelife.... ... passiert.

Friday nights. I love you girls. all of you.

08/09/11

My body is allergic to the things my mind creates.

London '11

I loved our trip to London, what a lovely city. Unfortunately I got sick so that I spent one whole day in bed trying to recover from something that was unknown to my stomach :[

Also I spent a lot of money ... who knows on what.

I don't even know what to tell you guys, look at these amazing pictures, it was fun!

I'd like to apologize to someone who got mad because I apparently said that I'm not posting that much because I don't got a Spiegelreflex, first of all: I do now. :] and 2nd of all ...

I'm just too fucking lazy to keep blogging on a regular basis. Apologize.

XX

10/01/11

A Nostalgic postview.

Impressionism is to see the ability of the human being to intake a situation and understand it with emotions, colors are all we need.

Monet I adore your world view.

It takes effort, continuing.One can always get better, upgrade, rise. In order for the development, the process of adjusting is inevitable. So you have to continue doing what you're not used to. All those little things in life, the tiniest changes are, continued actions. Some are easier, some hardly to achieve, some you don't even notice. But changes become habits and habits will mark your life. So the thesis is that continuing is key. Continuing to keep the glimpse of happiness you may once experienced for the rest of your live. To work hard and never giving up trying to reach the very best.

07/14/11

Can I make it better, with the lights turn on?

I was listening to The XX the entire day. I hate that I'm always waking up that late, so that half my day is gone(well at least the beautiful part where the sun is sharing its rays with the world). I hate unfriendly people, It's like I am having a little culture shock in Germany after 10 months in America. People seem to be so unhappy and ignorant.

Just as I feel as if I lost part of my fashion style back in America, I see all those casual nice-dressed people in the streets.

I just packed for 5 days in Hamburg and, as it comes to getting several outfits together all at once - I feel like I don't have anything to wear. I know you have the same prob.

Well, I'm broke, I lost my taste, and where is my sense of time?

Now I have to adjust to home again.

XX

07/12/11

La vida en la cuidad que me falto'. Beautiful people.

I went to my Deutsche Bank to find out what they messed up my account for. Then, I stept into the old townhall where our beautiful Ballroom floor is. It felt amazing to dance again but I was kinda disappointed cause I'm out of shape a lot. anyway M& C and me went to La Vida - a spanish restaurant. I loved the little Tapas dishes and the service but thats about it. Well after a very garlicy dinner, we went to M's place, poped a bottle of Asti. To you my love - happy belated 18th!!!

07/11/11

I've been walking in the same way as I did

3:44 a.m. We walked the streets, we talked.